Got up this morning and new that today is going to be the last time I got out to buy cigarettes. The idea is bit stressful especially since I didn't plan for it but I refuse topay $7 for cigarettes. Guess there was someone up there that put it all in front of me. My SPirit Guide has big things for me. It's time to stop talking and Walk it!!
I'm going to buy lots of Altoids Cinnamon Mints (I hate gum). I'm not buying an help aids...Just can't afford that either so I'm going Cold Turkey! I will be stocking up on orange juice. I think between the mints and the oj I should not want to eat everything in site.
What I am going to replace cigarettes with is Yoga and I just bought new DVD's for Excercise, Bellydancing, and I have my New Mediatation CD I am going to keep busy with. I does help that I just started a new job so I will be busy. Between today and tomorrow I am going to read all about the EX Plan and stick to it.
Knowing i have somewhere to go to just vent, write, and blog, it does help a bit. I know that I should tell others I am quitting but decided to keep it within my own family (myself, my son and my fiance, we're ALL quitting)..I'm going to wait about a week before I let anyone know outside of us that I have quit since I have tried and failed so many times.
Went shopping yesterday and bought so more healthier foods to take with me to work. I have energy bars (Luna Lemon Bars are my favorite) plus, whole grain crackers, cheese, and lots of water.
I'll be taking my vitamins and I think that is all I can handle. A little bit at a time. To also keep me busy I will be slowly Clearing out the Clutter in my apartment. This place needs a facelife and I just started reading the book House Magic by Ariana and it helps learn better ways to keep your home balanced. So, when I get bored, or want to smoke I will clean out maybe a drawer one day, a closet the next...Small steps and not the whole apartment all at once. That sounds better for me. Plus, I know I will be writing...A LOT!!!!! I'll be writing that Mantra ALL over the place NOPE!!!!!! I will need it!!!!
For those of you who received my Email about the Premiere Issue of Ye Olde Witches Brew Magazine, I just wanted you all to know that it is now LIVE!!
You can now read it throughly online with the address I gave you.
I sent another Email letting all of you know~
For those who didn't sign up and would like to you may Subscribe for either a Single Issue or a 1 Year Subscription~All details about subscribing are found at
It's Finally Here!!! I truly hope all of you enjoy this First Issue~Any Feedback would be awesome; Good and not so good (I love to know what I might need to improve on!)
I'm not ususally a morning person but funny enough, it's my favorite time of day (the night has it's own allure and beauty of course). The serenity of the still morning gives me such a sense of peace and I love being the only one awake. It's my own time.
I was standing by my kitchen window with a cup of coffee and just staring out at the trees. They're so green now and it fills me up. Listening to the birds lifts me up. They have become my new found Spirit Friends. As of late, I have been approached by so many feathered friends, including a Hummingbird that literally stopped beside my shoulder for a moment or two before heading off. That has never happened to me before and it's stuck in my mind. Last week a Crow made himself/herself known to me by flying into my car window. Scared the life out of me but he wasn't hurt. Crows have made their appearance to me since last October. A few come by my yard and kitchen window often.
Never being a bird person, I have had topay attention since I have never been approached by so many. Blackbirds, Bluebirds, Blue Jays, and even a Cardinal that flew by me. I feel I need to head their Bird Medicine and begin to understand them more.
Another wonderful addition is the Groundhog that lives in my yard and first appeared to me last Summer. This Spring I wondered if he would come back and low and behold he was back within 3 days after me asking for her...Actually she has babies. She was carrying one in her mouth the other day. She hangs out right in my backyard. The cutest little thing.
Well, I need to make some phone calls and off to start my day~Busy getting ready to email my Sunscribers about the Launch of my Magazine~
This is the Welcome Message I have written for the New Totally Free Pagan Matchmaking Site I put together~
Just so you know, the creator of this network is the same person as The Black Hat Society Network, so Aprodite is actually me, Jennifer :)....Also the Creator of Ye Olde Witches Brew Magazine~
I felt it was only natural to add on a beautiful addition to The Black Hat. A place for Singles walking the Pagan Path to get together and meet one another and hey, you never know...You just might find your Twin Flame. I have already started some Forum Discussions and 2 Groups with more on the way. If you haven't already, go check out The Black Hat Society Network at www.theblackhatsocietynetwork.ning.com and don't forget to Subscribe to Ye Olde Witches Brew Magazine at www.yeoldewitchesbrew.com
Although I am not single, my wish for everyone to be as lucky as I am to find that one person who truly is your Compliment, You Other Half, Walking the same Path, beside one another, hand in hand. I wish all of you only beautiful things~