Feeling very restless and irritable lately. I pretty much know why but that doesn't seem to help since I can not think of a way to make things easier. I know that letting go and letting Goddess/God is what I should do, but I'm having some trouble with that too!

 There is so much I want to do and accomplish but feel overwhelmed by where to start. I go through this from time to time. I overwhelm myself then get frustrated and then calm down.

I have been taking steps to align myself and become closer to my path but I STILL feel like something is missing. There are things I want to do but being honest with myself, I have a tendency to be very lazy about taking action about things that I personally want to accomplish. For my kids and others I will act quick but me...forget it..I whine, bitch and moan but usually do not really do much or if I do I do not follow through. THAT is one aspect of myself I can't stand!!

On a brighter note, I won this lovely painting on Ebay and it arrived today :) Here is a picture of it.

I Love it!! The colors are soothing and it's just a lovely picture!! Byrum DeSigns on Ebay!!!

Random thought: I wish I could just run away to a far away place and just "Be"!! Kind of like this :

Okay, I've rambled enough..I'm going to relax now :)

Brightest Blessings,

Jennifer