Well, I am officially registered for Susun Weed's Green Goddess Apprenticeship Week (can be seen at  http://www.susunweed.com/greengoddess.htm) in August. What a thrill it is to be able to work with such an inspiring woman. I had to write an application essay as part of the process and she called me yesterday to talk for a few minutes. I know that I will experience something very Spiritual and wonderful. Getting in touch and moving closer in my Path.

Working with the animals, tending the gardens, and meeting and greeting guests are part of the program as well as her classes on Herbalism, Yoga Classes, meditation, and so much more. When we spoke she mentioned that after reading my letter she feels that I need to work on my anger...Meaning that I need to learn to channel it and actually feel okay being angry. I am so used to being yelled at but when I get angry, it's hard sometimes and I feel guilty but other times when it's bottled up I tend to just snap which I hate. I find myself high strung at times bordering neurotic...not really but it feels that way.

Anger can be such an empowering emotion if handled appropiately and I want to learn to properly feel anger and not feel scared by it.

Being around other women is another thing I look forward to. Being able to connect with other like-minded women, unlike the friendships I have had in my past...Ones that were toxic and very unhealthy that I gained a big distrust for women and female friendships. That is something I would love to overcome and hopefully one day welcome female friendship into my life.

Well, I must try to get some work done plus I'm hungry...Brightest Blessings!! Jenn